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Today... my eyes have been opened... Love was always a raw subject for me... and always will be... but today, Geri (God bless her) turned my life around... Here is how I express love towards my friends... And my philosophy on life...
I look towards the fututre... I think to myself that as soon as I finish school, i'm gonna hop on a flight to the US and visit Beck and her family... thumbsup.gif so the future can only get better...
Being a parent... gosh... I haven't thought about that... It scares me, but at the same time, i'm warming to the idea of having a family... Having seen pics of you and your Becky I know now that kids are special and a blessing to any parent... even if they can be a handful...
For the meantime, what am I going to do, you may ask...
I'm going to use my comedy to try and open people's third eye, and show them that there is more to life than what the gvt. tells us... That love is a beautiful thing and should be cherished. I have learned that... and beleive me when I say I love every single human being on this planet bar none...
My friends are like my family to me, and I feel blazing love for them all within my heart... my close friends, i would be willing to die for them... Because that's how I define love.
Unfortunately, there are some people out there who beleive that seperation and discrimination are a good thing... But I will always deal with people like that... And indeed if I can show them the error of their ways, all the better... Because I beleive Love to be an entity... that feeling in your heart when you see that someone special in your life and you feel all muddled up inside... but good at the same time...
Indeed, I am in Love... I know it is something i have said many times... but this time i mean it... i am in love with a beautiful, funny, gal from the US... And it's like nothing i've ever felt before...
So I thank you Geri... From the bottom of my heart for turning my life around and making me a better person...
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 Fri Jun 30, 2006 12:04 am |
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Hey Sweetie just got around to reading this post...Thank you so much for the heartfelt words...You can jump on that flight and I'll be there with open arms...Geri..you are the best for helping him see the light so to speak....
And I agree about having children...it's an eye opening experience...Before I had my children...Yeah like a million years ago...I thought at your age...Nope not having any children...but fate stepped in and "Poof" I had two...I wouldn't trade them for the world...I would die for them...There is nothing in this world that can break the bond that I have with my children...A mothers love is a strong and binding love that doesn't stop when a child turns of age..it's a lasting committment until the day you die... A fathers love is all consuming also...any man can father a child but it takes a special man to be a Daddy Also I was given the opportunity to love a child that was not mine biologically...and I can tell you that as a step mom I have a deep and loving feeling for a child that I didn't conceive..she is perfect to me...A ray of sunshine when she walks into the house after being gone "At her moms" for a week and sometimes two weeks...Yes we have our squabbles...but I squabble with my own flesh and blood daughters the same way...She is very opinionated...stubborn...and very...very artistic...but doesn't know her self worth...A beautiful singer...who keeps herself silent because of self esteem...Wow!! If you could hear this girl sing you would be mesmerized by her talent...Me being a singer myself..would know this...She has the talent that I always wanted....versitility...
And hehe..may I add..that little ray of sunshine is the beautiful gal from the US...Your right Rhyknow ...she is a beautiful .... but very confused...gal from the US..
Oh and BTW...when you get off that flight....I'm going to do my best to show you that not all in the world is bad.....Also...you may have had a change of heart by the time that ...that long flight occurs...but I'll be here waiting...
You truely are a person with a lot of qualities that some in the world are lacking..I noticed it from the first time we talked...You have so much to give the world....Just remember that......El Bandito aka Beck
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| Tue Aug 08, 2006 2:14 pm |
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Well...I've never felt more flattered (or embarrassed) LOL. Thanks for the smothering compliments you guys.
Jay, it's so great to hear you say such positive things. I'm glad Geri could help you. We're all here for you, u know that. Can't wait til' you get back, it seems like such a long time. I am also awaiting your flight to the states.
You're right, love is a powerful thing. And you show it well to those you feel it for. Sometimes, it's all people have, and it's good to see you feeling so strongly about it. Because that is what friendship is based upon, loving each other and caring about them.
WiTh lOvE,
*~MwAh~*
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| Wed Aug 09, 2006 4:13 am |
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Well your welcome sweetie..."The compliments"...don't feel embarrassed because your loved...it's a natural thing for someone to say I love you...and truely mean it...
I do agree "TT" hehe love that nickname...only I think it means "Tiny Terror...which you were" LOL With that being said...hehe I think love is based on friendship....total trust of someone and an overwhelming feeling to protect...and there are many different types of love...hehe...I love my dog..."Miss Neecie"....my crazy bird "Zahzu"...but not with the same kind of love that I love..my husband...Unconditionally love him....faults and all...lectures and all....soap box time and all...LOL.....the stubborn man...and also the love that I have for my children that's also a different love...The love of mankind in general...is a different kind of love...all different but all consuming...
hey "TT" you comin with me to the airport when Jay comes to the states...I need someone to keep me calm on the parkway...LOL and Miss Cassie isn't calm ,,,snippy...yep not calm...and Miss Meghann is a basket case when we travel any length of time..Mom open the window your killing me.....are we there yet.....?LOL...knowing you..you'll be sleeping half the way there. or saying where are we going..... after I tell you 10 times where we are going...LOL No just kidding hun... Yah know I love yah.... clueless morgan...hehe...LOL...El Bandito
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| Wed Aug 09, 2006 1:38 pm |
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| TrueThat wrote: | Well...I've never felt more flattered (or embarrassed) LOL. Thanks for the smothering compliments you guys.
Jay, it's so great to hear you say such positive things. I am also awaiting your flight to the states.
You're right, love is a powerful thing. And you show it well to those you feel it for. Sometimes, it's all people have, and it's good to see you feeling so strongly about it.* |
Well... TT I guess those compliments were buggin you... so whatever..
The way my life is going at the moment i think the trip to the US is a feverent dream...in this madman's mind...It'sstill my first priority...but I am a basket case at the moment... and the way it's going... its gonna be like that for a while i guess
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| Thu Aug 10, 2006 11:25 pm |
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Jay you know we are here for yah...Don't be so sure you won't make it to the states...I think that it will happen..truely I do..but it will take a lot of patience.....just go with the flow...things will get better...El Bandito
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| Fri Aug 11, 2006 12:07 pm |
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Hm... On verra... TT, i take it back... glad you find the comments flattering. it's the least you deserve.
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