I lost you?

Geri_Berri · **Geri_Berri**

We where once close, but then things changed
I felt you drift away, but was in denial
I held on with hope, tried to over look it
I didn’t want to believe it, until that dream

I lost you,… I lost you
You are gone…. I lost you
Why, did you leave me?
Why did you drift?
....These are questions I keep asking
The answers I keep searching, deep within my soul

I lost you,…I lost you
You are gone…, I lost you
Why..did you leave me?
Why did you drift?

You once looked up to me
In my dream, you went away
I still think about it till this very day

Time flies, you are there, but it’s not you
So distant, so cold, a different view…
Your anger, your hate ..it grows
The snob within you…it shows

I lost you, I lost you
You went away, I lost you
I lost you, I lost you
Why did you leave me?
Why did you drift?

When I am around you..you make me feel an outcast
When I try to be kind, you poke fun..how long must it last?
Like most siblings, we have had our fights, our ups and downs
As time goes one, people change…it can’t as bad as it sounds
I have made the effort to change my old ways
But you still hold grudges..you refuse to believe or give it a chance
I try and try so hard, but you wont give me a glance
I am not the sister you wanted…we are opposites, I wish we could relate
I wish you understood me….and took the time to listen
Instead the snob in you prevents this, and so you continue to show more hate

I lost you,… I lost you
You are gone… I lost you
Why did you leave me?
Why did you drift?

The dream I once had…was this a message?
Could the lil sister I once knew be gone?
To be replaced with this snob, hate, and anger?
Who looks down on me,…. wishing I wasn’t there?
When you heard I was having a baby…you looked down on me
You never offered your support…this very much hurt me
I tried to call but you keep hanging up..I wave and you turn the other way
How else can I get you to understand me..if you won’t hear what I have to say
Things you have accused me of…all these things make me feel so blue
You don’t want me to talk about it, because you know deep down they are not all true
You know I have changed, but you don’t want to believe it
The snob within you…helps you hold in your hate, your anger and keep hold of it

I lost you...I lost you
You are gone..I lost you
Why did you leave me?
Why did you drift?

You hope I will fall back to my old ways…to give you the room to make you feel better for your hate towards me
But I wont let that happen…I am stronger than that…I only wish you too..could change
When I think of the dream..it sticks in my mind…was it telling me something?
That my little sister was gone forever?
I am sorry you feel that way…but I wish you the best
Maybe one day..you will snap out of it….and give all this hate..a rest.

Geri

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